simple.

this weekend...

as i said, "tomorrow [will be] brighter" and that tomorrow was saturday/sunday. Both figuratively and literally, tomorrow was better.

i slept in a lot. it felt great, the day was a lot nicer. it was sunny. it was warm and it definitely affected my mood.

here's my saturday adventures in a nutshell:
-went to culver city
-read a book
-caught up on emails
-went to a psychic/astrologer (kaylie tell your mom!)
-read a book, Power of Now
-went to bed early!

here's my sunday adventures in a nutshell:
-grocery shopping
-watched the reader
-went to the LA tar pits, for 3 minutes
-went to the Museum of Contemporary Art, saw a penis, some mirrors
-went to Little Tokyo
-saw Russell Crowe
-drove home without a native LA-er
-got lost in Compton at night
-arrived home an hour later than i should have
-stress ate ice cream: bad idea, cramps!
-watched Ellen
-watched Into the Wild
-got lifted
-laughed a lot
-cried a little

i needed peace, and i needed some strength. i remembered where that comes from and i am slowly recovering. without actually having literally been reeling in pain and emotion, i definitely put my head up and there is a light at the end of this tunnel. it's like, i always feel like, "why does this stuff always happen to me!?" i'm sure we all ask that, and there is a comfort knowing that both the good and the bad happen to all of us, it's how i choose to endure it that matters. this has made me stronger, i will be fine, another scar.

love, peace and aloha!